Through the rise and falling apart, we discover who we are.

Well, I have an apartment.  That takes a big weight off of my shoulders.  Although, it feels so strange to be moving back into an apartment that I still feel anxious and nervous.  I'm sure that will pass.  It just feels like I'm taking this huge step backwards in my life.  Get married, buy a house, lose wife, move back into apartment.  Oh well, it's just one more step taken care of.  Taking things one day at a time, and I'm making it without her.